20081206
my days just seemed to pass in blurness now...
things to do:
things to do:
- rest needed to get rejuvenated.
- trying to get on the road to recovery for my damn stomach.[it has not started]
- getting my projects done.
- close one eye
- keeping my mind blank.
- improve my tennis.
- play more tennis.
- start jogging again.
- waiting for the start of holiday.
- spend more time with yuqi.
- play dead.
- persuade my dad to pay for my purchases again without being scolded for spending money again.
- quit having the thoughts of sleeping 24/7, 365.
- waiting for christmas.
- using christmas as an excuse to get present from my dad. [tried on my mom, doesnt work T.T]
- remind my dad my birthday present [its 2 months late]
- waiting for lunar new year.
- making decisions.
- quit spending so much money [i-m-p-o-s-s-i-b-l-e-!]
- getting 10 hours of sleep everyday instead of the usual 3 to 4.
- getting my drawer fix.
- keep track of reality instead of floating into dream-like state all the time.
- stop thinking so much.
- find time to tutor yuqi.[which i promised but did it twice only]
- dramas: gossip girls season 2, we got married and 90120.
- again just get my icas and projects done so i can do any of these things!
*i can tear up suddenly. am i going crazy???????
what we could have been, 2:12 AM.
#1 any form of insults will be deleted.
